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[03 Sep 2005|02:27am] |
do you know what it feels like to have your heart torn out from your chest.
do you know the feeling of complete humiliation from being lied to.
do you know how much i put in to this and how little i got back.
can you count the tears ive cried.
can you feel the pain.
can you see it in my eyes.
its too bad i cant hate anyone in the world
anyone but you.
tell me you love me i promise you'll love me.
such a fucking FOOL.
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[22 Jul 2005|09:13pm] |
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today was soo kute...he said...almost a fucking year baby...woah...i can remember 8 or so months a go talking about mae and giving it
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[18 Jul 2005|12:33am] |
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today i went to medina with la family...muy muy fun with the jet ski's,i hauled ass...hell yes it was grreeat.im super burnt and its hilarious...
then i went to joe alex's duurrr...(it was jarvis' bday...ugh.)despite the ackward tension(grrr...)...it was great...i missed my baby! man i swear we'll fight like f-ing dogs but when we're together...its the best-est in the world...
only a few until school starts...taft...ahhh...im excitedish...kay thats it for now...im tired...
<3duh&joe bitch.
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[16 Jul 2005|03:40pm] |
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 MEEEEEE!
 WE WENT TO PORT ARANSAS...
 WE HAD A FABULOUS TIME...
DUH AND JOE...8months...and still going...and stuff...i love you love you love you.
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[10 Apr 2005|05:47pm] |
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we played with scissors...hehehe
weird ass hair for duh...im lovin it!ahh its something new...looove and muah<.3duh
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[06 Apr 2005|10:57pm] |
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amanda rox your sox for life...
duh and joe alex bitches...dont hate haha
lol ^^weird-oh me!
GOIN TO TAFT YES YES YES me me me!!! next year bitches yes yes yes im moving into my casa right now yeeeaaahhhhh lol i dunno blah
lata.
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[06 Mar 2005|03:20am] |
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and i am in love...not much else to say about that...only that im sorry for the fucked up things i can say...i know,i know we're gonna be okay...just...dont let go.
its me and him on this one...i have to stop letting all you fuckers out there trying to keep me from him...just get it through your heads...he's MINE. enough said.
duh & joe...until we're old and wrinkly...(he promised)
oh yeah and DEZAREY no im not going to saturday school you wake-er up-er! hahaha its a liz-hard thing...lol
peace out playas...<.3
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i have a million pics from today...hehe awesome...ill put them up soon...
CONGRADULATE ME! i am a working girl...no not like the ones downtown (thats my weekend job tee hee hee) JUST KIDDING! so yeah i got the job at six flags...awesome ish...
my love is on his way...aww i missed him like freaking woah...so ill be back later! mUAHHHHH
<.3duH
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[14 Feb 2005|10:09pm] |
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"do you know that every time your near every body else seems far away...so can you come and make them disappear..."
happy um...valentines day.
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[11 Feb 2005|12:15pm] |
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{in photo...im hungry...mmm food. DUHHH the Fattie.}
I AM IN LOVE...
with you.=)
i love joe alex with all my fookin heart...=) <---the biggest smile ever.
and yes...monday february 14th will be 3 months, high five! hehe its weird to be on valentines day...
uhhhh...schools gay.
ive got a retreat all weekend...im leaving tonight around 6ish...be back sunday 12ish...fun fun.other than that...nada mas to say today...
jenno we miss you too!
<.3duh(in)LOVE
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[09 Feb 2005|12:51pm] |
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</3i wont write a word again. ill fill the pages blank and i wont feel my heart not beating ill never speak again, dont cry for the emotion is dead.we've lived these days without a pulse. ive smiled and cried its all the same it seems and id love to kill the scilence and to fake the distance like every day i dont wake up i wont tell myself im losing it and ill say ill be okay...one day ill really mean it. im hanging here and ill try my dear until i dont believe. its always you- not me, that holds my sanity. lost myself forever ago, i think the day- i know you know, when i lost myself to you.ill sit and write each line to rhyme- a cute way to make you see. its not like me to give up and you may think, but it wont be me.
Sometimes i wish you didnt love me. wouldnt that be easy?just pretend we werent meant to be...only winners give up without a fight...</3
you made me a cd...=/ thanks for the words of encouragement.
aw and thank you michae for thinking of me :) but im okay...just going through some bumpy times...but you only get one "love of your life" and mine is the best...its just really hard to be so far away from eachother...to pack all the feelings and little things a normal relationship has, into the few days a week we talk and the little time i have with him...but im pretty sure it'll be alright...just think happy thoughts for me guys...=/
p.s i love you...and this is hard...it'll be okay, one day.
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[07 Feb 2005|12:14pm] |
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...lost,very very lost...and um, afraid.
i love you
and your right.i hate it
its hard to pretend everythings okay...when everything is broken
its hard to hear the happy times with the silence between us.
you said it isnt me, everything BUT me...
so why am i the one crying?
i know you know i wont give up
today i wish that was enough.
</3duh.
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[01 Feb 2005|12:01pm] |
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yo...
havent updated in uhhh...foreeeeeever...
in class with the coolest in the world...jeSsiCa....
hmm...im in love with joe alex....si si almost 3 months...yeaaah bitchez...
uhhh i love well everyone except that im getting sick...ewwie... kay....peeeaaccceee....
<.3duH
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